-> I cried silently

Tears dripped and dripped from my eyes whenever i was alone

I just cant control myself .

I try to do other things to kick off those mind but i just cant.
I cant concenrate when i do my revision .

aiiks just forget about it : DDD

-> Yanny and Chloe birthday

HAPPY BIRTHDAY to my dearest yanny !
And chloe too !

hope you two have a memorable birthday !
Sorry i cant attend your birthday party !

-> 朋友

一个普通的朋友从未看过你哭泣。

一个真正的朋友有双肩让你的泪水湿尽。

一个普通的朋友讨厌你在他睡了后打来。

一个真正的朋友会问为什么现在才打来。

一个普通的朋友找你谈论你的困扰。

一个真正的朋友找你解决你的困扰。

一个普通的朋友在拜访时，像一个客人一样。

一个真正的朋友会打开冰箱自己拿东西。

一个普通的朋友在吵架后就认为友谊已经结束。

一个真正的朋友明白当你们还没打过架就不叫真正的友谊。

一个普通的朋友期望你永远在他身边陪他。

一个真正的朋友期望他能永远陪在你身旁

朋友是一个圈子，没有起始，也没有结束。

-> Happy moment

I feel excited when people praised me good in dancing ! HAHA !

WOOhooo..they said i'm expert of dance . heh .

quite happy although i knew i not reach that standard yet . lol

Just feel good when I heard that . It make me feel worth it for my train hard .

it is a good feedback for a dancer . A dancer damn enjoy this feeling .

HAHA !

-> What is love

you always said : I LOVE YOU very much * babe

Dear i knew you love me very much .

i knew you love me very much . i knew ! i knew !
i should love you more i know .

BUT

My silence doesnt mean i forget you .

My disappearance doesnt mean i dont care about you.

Our relationship are always in my heart : DDD

I do love you dear =)
Muackss

-> I miss you

Dear you are so far away :DD

i miss you so !

just three more days . three more days then we can meet each other.

cant wait to meet you up dear . HAHA ! countdown day by day ! lol

i'm blessed to have you dear ! you are my the other half : XD
heh .

thank you for your love : DDDD

MUACKS MUACKS

-> Belly Dance

Yeah I'm going to learn belly dance soon

Belly Dance ! Belly Dance ! Belly Dance !

hahaha !

I want keep fit ! heh .

-> Exam sucks

Oh goshh .. mid year exam is coming soon ! SUCKS :ddd

I'm super duper sked ! I hate exams !!!

-> Never give up

I will never give up for my studies and my dance life : DDD

I love to dance and i dance for my love :XD

" Art is long , life is short " I enjoyed my dance life ! heh.

-> Breathless

Damn stressed and busy recently !

Why so many things come over me ?

Breathless :DDD

can anyone help me ??

-> No music no life

i damn enjoyed partying with good music : XD

-> Friends

friends is very important to me:XD

you all always be my sides when i my heart filled with sorrow and despair

" A friend in need is a friend indeed "

I love you buddies : DDD

-> I cried

I cried today .

-> Sleep Sleep Sleep

Gosh my head is spinning. AHH DAMN DIZZY LAH.

i'm really very dizzy now

i want to sleep

i need a good sleep! Bye! heh.

-> Set up my mind

I had set up mind that i will never explained to anyone anymore for what i did as i knew those who love and understand me doesn't need it .

And those who need it means they are not understand me much .
I dont bother what others say .

I just do what i feel is RIGHT !
Isnt wrong ?

I dont think so !

-> My heart voices

Sometime i really need some cares and supports from you all .
But I dont like those who always pretend to be good .
i knew who threat me good or bad .
Dont act infront of me OK ? I'm human i can feel it !
They can pretend to be very good with you but in fact, they detest you. Why?
Don't ask me, i don't know either.

When i feel helpless i wish someone come up to me asking "are you alright?" or what .
I really liked the feeling .
it felt like at your very low-point of your life, there's still someone that care for you.

Don't you think so??

-> I faint

Today after my renjers meeting i hang out with miko . She go parade fetched me . We chit chat in the car . When she told me her problems i feel very dissapointed with those people .
I hope i can help her but i cant help her much .
Actually i want shared my problems with her too but since i knew many people ...??
I dont want added burden to her. She reali very stressed .

Why those people always simply make a promised ?
they shouldnt make a promise when they are in joy, sad or angry.
they just know how to talked how great they are but no action at all .
totaly hate this attitude . Aiksss !

Afterwards we go kopitiam yum cha . Then i joined mervin them go hiking at Kledang hill .
I'm the only female . so weird la ! lol .
While hiking they cheer me up and ask me be careful always .
In the beginning , i had the stamina to climb up to the hill since i'm a renjer and i had passed the test before . heh . We had set a target climbed to the top .

Suddenly what happened ??

i see birds flying around me . HAHA !

i almost faint and i feel like vomit but i didnt told them because i dont want sked them . Pai seh .
Luckily mervin holded my hand and bring me go somewhere to rest if not?? i cant imagined what will happended the next . In that minutes i reali sked .

Do you know what i'm thinking at that time ??
i reali hope he can be my sides . heh.

My legs like cant reached the ground the whole journey .

Damn damn sked !!!

-> 我长大了

venus 长大了!

Haha !

-> D'one dance studio

KEEP ROCKING !!!

I believe we will success one day !!!

DANCE DANCE DANCE :} YEAH

-> Memorable birthday

well..actually my birthday had passed few days already. my birthday was on 6th of april but i have no time to write a blog .
Firstly i want to thanks my clsaamates . they had given me a big surprise in school before my birthday. heh . Erm i just dunno how to express my feeling . extreamly happy . lol . i was taken aback . HAHA !
And thanks for the secret recipe cake too. it was so delicious !
sorry for those who didnt eat the cake as well .

I have another celebration at kbox the day before my birthday . i have lots of fun on that day.
I was so excited !
the only things i can said is thank a millions to those who spend their precious time to attend my birthday party. pretty happy and tourched seriously !
And thanks for the presents i like it ! heh. not only that of course .
although some of them cant attend the party but your wishes and belated presents still appreciated . lol.

I hang out with my godsister miko the next day . we went to parade and jusco .
she bought me a black top as my birthday present and i love it so much !
And she bought a same one too .
I enjoying hang around with her maybe we have same interested . heh .
I just love heart to heart talk with her . I feel comfortable while talking to her .
she knew what am i thinking although i didnt spoke out !
I wore that top night of that day .
many people praised me become more and more prettier . HAHA !
I feel like flying when they praised me. I sms to thanks her and shared my happiness. heh

After the celebration of my birthday i was not feeling so well .
i was very sleepy but i just cant sleep the whole night .
maybe about the happiness ? HAHA !
I just wait until the time i going to school .
i slept at school the whole day and i felt like a pig OMG .
i really cant stand . no energy at all.
I was down with running nose, cough and headache .

And anyway I enjoyed the celebration with you all.
hahaha !

love,
venus